2 months n still jobless

well as u can c tat i am still jobless.. anyway i am juz lazy to write anythin here.. cos i think nobody wud be bothered to read it.. well i think nobody knows abt it.. er.. okie then.. except for the few ppl i told abt it.. haha.. anyway i am still JOBLESS! n it sux!! i need the marnee man.. yeah.. who doesnt need the marnee rite.. sigh.. wat to do.. *crossing my finger* better lucky next month huh.. yeah.. new year means new luck rite.. i guess so.. hey have to say sumthin to make u feel better rite.. :P anyway wat esle is goin on.. hmm.. nothin good i guess.. sigh.. life seems so sucky for me.. well i know my name is sucky but tat doesnt mean it has to be sucky for me rite.. y cant it be good huh.. hmm.. muz be sumthin to do wif the name thingy.. dunno also.. sigh.. i seems to be sighin quit a lot rite.. yeah.. i guess i juz cant stop sighing... sigh!! ther i go again.. hehe.. hmm.. well if anyway notice my nick in msn these few days or week or 2.. it seems quite weird like i am in sum kind of deep shit.. n sound sad.. well i guess i was.. er.. i mean still am.. hehe.. cannot tell y.. bleh! secret! hehe.. juz know tis.. in the end it doesnt really matter at all.. hey tat is still in my nick in msn.. hmm.. takin from linkin park song.. in the end.. the song really means a lot wen u listen to it.. serious shit man.. it is like u can relate to the song... n u know wat the fella is sing abt.. haha.. kind of stupid huh.. but it really feels like it u know.. sigh.. hmm.. sum ppl say tat music heals the soul.. not wen u r er.. how to put it in a nice way... out of love i think.. haha.. okie.. well dun like to love songs wen u r out of love.. cos it will make u even more sad.. serious shit man... haha.. tot the songs r suppose to cheer u up.. mabbe it was the wrong kind of songs to listen to at tat time.. haha.. but serious DUN!! well i guess it juz makes u feel better i think.. haha dunno also le.. hey.. not abt me okie tis wan... :P oh ya.. ther was another lesson i learn.. well i mean from sumbody.. is tat ther is a beauty in luvin sumwan even thought u r out of love tat is anyhow u also wan the other party to be happy! haha.. wonder tis now.. y sud u wan him or her to be happy wen they make u so damn sad! no fair rite.. haha.. stupid ppl do stupid things.. tat is wat i think.. but then i deep down inside u also u feel happy for the other party wen they happy.. er.. guess u dunno wat i mean... haha.. cos i also really dunno wat am i talkin abt.. rubbish i think.. but then tis i my website so i can say anythin i wan to.. n nobody out ther is goin to stop me.. try if u may but u cant! hmm.. wat is tat sayin... dunno really remember it properly but then i think i goes sumthin like tis... words will not hurt me but sticks n stone will.. er.. i dun think this sayin is true really cos sum words will do hurt ppl.. n sum words really do leave a mark in ppl's heart but then wat do we know.. cos we r not the wan hurtin inside rite.. haha.. i think i am full of rubbish man today.. mabbe cos i think i am a bit crazy.. haha.. yeah i guess so.. hmm.. better dun stay up so late anymore.. hahah fat chance! hehe... it is my life wat.. :P sigh.. eh.. i tot i was talkin abt gettin a job.. haha.. how come it suddenly came to tis topic wan.. n it seems like it is goin round n round also.. haha.. i think i better get to sleep! then mabbe tomorrow it will make sense or mabbe i will write sumthin tat make sense.. haha.. if i do write tat is.. u know.. lazy ppl like me.. haha.. yeah.. cos it the end it doesnt really matter wat! haha.. really love tat phrase...

1 month later

hehe.. 1 month has pass by adi.. seems fast rite.. but it isnt wen u r bored.. n guess i am still jobless n havent been to any interview.. sigh.. i oni been to 2 interviews n ther was no reply untill now.. cos i suck in interview rite.. or mabbe i am juz not good enuff.. mabbe i am not.. well hopin to get a job soon le.. really can grow mushrooms like tat.. so f**kin bored.. but wen frens r around time seems to pass by so fast.. sigh.. juz the boring me i think.. n yeah i know boring is wat u make out of yurself oni but then if u r bored n tryin not to be wat can u do.. sure u can suggest millions of ideas but i aint into it i think.. so u say then u yurself make yurself bored oni wat.. yeah i guess i myself make me bored oni.. well wat to do i am juz a boring fella like i said before.. hmm.. dunno.. well juz chill out oni.. wat choice do i have.. eat, sleep, watch tv n go out.. hehe will become a pig soon.. haha..

sucky me

it is thurs adi.. quite fast huh.. yeah... did nothin recently also... was juz chillin around n using my frens streamx to dl the oc.. hehe it is nice le the series but then my hardisk is full adi so cant dl anymore.. so sad.. haha.. muz really get d streamx man.. then i can dl all the series n comedies wanna c.. hehe... cool rite.. yeah it is.. anyway i am still here cos i wanan check my results.. n u know wat.. MY RESULTS REALLY SUXS!!!!!!!!!! yes it does.. now it means no more 2nd lower for me.. juz a stupid dumb 3rd clz.. who wans to hired n damn 3rd clz stupid ass anyway... it is adi hard findin work wif 2nd lower.. now 3rd clz.. WTF man.. wat a wonderfull world huh.. sux la... sigh.. lazy to write adi le.. wat to write anyway.. everythin seems so dull nowadays... haha.. nothing much is goin on anyway seems so bored man no interview also.. sigh.. wonder how cud it improve ar? i also dunno man.. dun wanna think too much abt it.. come wat may.. haha.. do i sound crazy? i guess i am a bit but then not really crazy also.. haha nah forget abt it..

49 is better than none!

sigh.. sud have been 50 unbeaten games but it didnt happen.. so sad case.. arsenal fan may say it was lucky of man u to win n tis n tat while man u fan wud say wer got.. u all sore losers oni n tis n tat.. but the fact is tat my team lost 2-0 so wat is ther to say abt it.. not to say we all fight n quarrel the results wud change rite.. so juz live wif the fact of it.. but then we arsenal fans can say we got 49 unbeaten run!! haha.. n u dun.. but then u all may say we did treble b4 did arsenal do so.. haha.. well if u had read the star.. i forgot wen it was written.. it said tat feggie oni wun treble after 13 years.. but wenger has been in arsenal oni for 9 years so wat is the hurry... ther is still time.. n for winning european cups.. man u is not the top for england.. liverpool is.. so u get the drift.. hehe all for now is tat arsenal has 49 unbeaten run.. hehe we r happy wif tat.. untill man u can do tat.. lets not be so proud yet.. anyway the season is still a long way to go.. hehe.. tis is wat i think.. wat is 1 defeat compare to wining the primier league.. hehe.. hope so they do anyway haha.. but for now.. the result is a result.. a lost is a lost wat is ther to complain abt.. ther r many games to come.. so tat is abt it i think.. haha.. no mood to write also.. wat a sucky day.. haha.. congrats to man u but beware tis is not the end of it.. haha.. hey i tot liverpool n man u was a greater rival but is seems now arsenal n man u is.. haha i tot sudnt chelsea n arsenal be since they r both top.. i tot wrong..

wat to do

hhmm.. seems like such a cold day today.. been rainin a lot, it rains then it stops then it rains again n it keep goin on.. got soaked wet in the rain while i was buyin food haha.. was actually like buka puasa time.. i remember wat my fren told me before tat is i seems to be like puasain juz tat i still smoke n drink water oni but dun eat anythin.. haha i was sleepin the light time as usual.. so wat to do, oni get to eat wen i wake up rite.. cant eat while i am sleepin wat.. hehe.. or u can nah.. dun think so.. but had quite a weird dream tat time hehe... i was dreamin tat i was kissin tis gal( which i dunno who also.. nvr seen b4 in my life, weird, very very weird!!!) in my dream n i can actually taste her mouth.. haha... mabbe i was eatin my pillow tat time.. oppss.. hmm prove tat u can eat while sleepin adi.. haha.. anyway it was quite a boring day for me.. did nothin much also.. juz came back from movie session at my frens room.. watch honey again.. well tis time i actually finish watchin it.. such a boring movie.. i think i can fall asleep while watchin it man.. c, even yawnin while talkin abt it... then watch wonderland.. tis movie was not bad.. quite nice actually.. oh ya.. wat is the diff between cocain n heroin anyway which wan makes u more high? kind of bring me back memory of blow the movie.. by johnny deep.. quite a nice n cool movie.. i like tat movie a lot... then after tat i am back here again.. back to my baby which was taken away from me for few hours cos my housematie wanna use my monitor.. how can u take my baby away from me.. c wat happen.. i dunno wat else to do adi.. haha.. wonder how am i goin to pass these few days here man.. so freakin boring here.. dunno wat to do.. playin NHL oni laz nite n stilll dunno how to play also... sux!! i sux at playin games adi.. gettin rusty adi.. but i still prefer shootin games.. hehe more actin.. but wat to do my baby cant support the games.. sigh.. juz imagine tis.. if sumwan out there didnt event games i bet ther wunt be so many cybercafe around n makin marnee n there wud be less jobs for ppl to work as... n gamers can save marnee n time from playin tis games.. wow imagine tat.. how can sumthin simply as games.. make so much marnee form it.. like world cybergames.. how many ppl join in to play.. how many hours they spend praticin n stuff.. n if they werent playin these games they mite me goin sumthin more usefull such as STUDYIN!! hehe.. or reading or dunno.. sumthin interesting tat is.. n i wunt have be still here... haha.. com games is a makin marnee industry man.. yeah.. but u muz make sure yur game is good enuff tat is if not how ppl goin to play it.. looks at cs.. ppl stillin playin it.. haha... i tot warcraft wud have taken over but then i was wrong.. it is still popular.. hmm.. since i am free mite as well pratice a bit n start kill ppl hahaa.. virtually of cos.. well i guess anythin u think of which is good is money makin not wonder ther is many rich ppl out ther but then ther is so many poor ppl n moderate ppl also wat.. haha.. rubbish man.. k la.. better stop tis crap here...

free!!

yea!!! i have finish!!! i think i did, tat is.. haha.. but still have to c my lecs to make i really did IT!! haha.. i think i have to wake up early today to c my KB lec.. u dunno wat is KB huh.. is kaedah berangka or numeric methods.. i think wat u call it in english.. hmm.. oni sub which i am scared but then i did quite okie wat.. y sud i be scared?? mabbe cos i feel like gettin a better result to improve my pointer.. haha n no it is a secret, my point is a secret aint goin to tell anybody here.. haha.. hmm.. suppose to feel damn happy but then i dunno y i aint tat happy.. mabbe cos of tat paper i did earlier.. wireless com.. i was suppose to do in 2 different sets of paper but i did it in oni 1 set.. sigh.. how come i do such silly mistake wan.. wat to do.. told my lec abt it.. hopes he remember abt it.. another reason y i sudnt go back early.. haha make sure both lecs mark my paper if not.. wasted oni.. hmm.. overall was okie i think.. well wat u think is not wat u alwiz get wat.. so no point ponderin over it... hmm.. so i guess now is the next step in life.. get a JOB! n earn marnee... n payback time.. haha.. dun wanna think abt it so much 1st.. becos i havent gotten any interview anymore, went for the one n only one! n no reply sux!! sigh.. mabbe i tot i cud get i job but then nah.. i didnt.. hmm.. well so now i guess i am tryin to get ppl to interview me.. haha then oni i can get a job.. haha.. hmm.. well the meantime i will be here doin nothin juz checkin wif the lecs n c my results n how i fair.. hopefull good.. huh.. sigh.. well i think sumbody wud be readin tis crap n is the same person who was talkin crap to me.. haha.. i know u r... the oni person who knows tis page.. n u know wat!! this is my page.. u cant stop me hahahahhah!! die!! yeah!! tis sumwan was tellin me tis n tat abt tis n tat.. haha no need to say wat izit abt but then u know.. hehe.. haha.. i know u meant good but then i live the way i am n i like okie.. hehe.. not to say i dun like yur ideas hmm is tat wat it was.. duno also haha.. but then i am me! so i am wat i am n do things the way i do.. cant be stop.. haha.. bleh!! u cant stop me.. haha jokin la.. hmm... nah.. haha.. anyway i also forgot wat u told me adi haha.. sure geram wan... wasted yur time on me haha.. cos i am not teachable haha.. okie le.. sleepy adi now.. *yawn* oh ya talkin abt gettin a job i was juz wonderin rite.. i c all those ad from paper or net all also wan experience.. but then wen u r fresh grad, wa experience u got?? i mean u r hoppin sum wan out ther wants to hire u.. but if they say experience needed then those fresh grad goes wer? wer r we suppose to go? juz think ther are so many ppl gradin n u say u need experience .. i mean wer r we suppose to go to get them? like sum say experience 2 to 3 years but fresh grad are encouraged to apply << wat does tis mean?? u need or dun need experience??? i mean if i was in yur shoes i wud hire those wif experience rite.. y bother teachin noobs again.. ( noobs = newbies) true or not.. really i dunno.. i mean if ppl dun give u the chance u had now u wud nvr had the chance to get the experience rite.. so sumwan out is has to give it to us.. dun juz hire ppl wif experience.. hire freshies too.. n ther is another matter also.. talk abt it the next time.. sleepy now..

single room

1 more day.. countdown.. to my laz finals.. yes i dun care.. i muz be my laz final!! dun wan to study adi!! enuff of it.. 5 and half year here.. abt time for me go.. hehe.. not bad le.. did sum studyin also le.. not much but at least i did wat.. u cant expect so much form me.. another day wer i almost slept most of my day time sleepin while being awake at nite.. haha nothing new for me tat is.. n u know wat.. i feels like i am being kick out of my room.. hardly spent any time ther.. i mean didnt sleep in my room oni thing which i do ther.. most of my time wud be on this table or tv.. if not i am out.. so consider oni wen it comes to sleep i have a room but it doesnt feel like tat now.. hhmm.. well i know mind also actually sleepin the hall, it is much coolin n nice.. at least i dun need to wake up sweatly.. good huh.. wish it was still rainin now.. better weather n i mite go to sleep earlier also.. but too bad.. it stop.. hehe.. nah it is okie.. still cold n coolin also wat.. so i dun mind... hehe reminds me of the days i was back in my old house.. so nice.. around tis time sure it wud be damn cold n i wud be wrap around wif my blankie.. n nope i aint no gal!! okie.. juz feels nice u know.. cold weather.. n u feel warm.. haha guess u wudnt get wat i mean.. hehe wish i still had tat single room.. then i can lie down on my bed wif the music on n nobody wud complain.. so nice.. can study wif music.. sigh.. cant do it here man.. haha.. guess sum ppl juz wan peace n quiet while studyin.. i aint like tat.. i love to listen to music.. nice.. sleep wif music.. nvr hear b4 rite.. let the music heal yur soul.. hehe.. okie la.. i dun normally listen to tat kind of music but then i like to listen to a different kind of music... nu metal or anythin u mite call it.. but sum ppl say it is noise.. well tis noise is makin marnee rite.. aint tat much marnee but they still r.. look at linkin park.. bet sum of u all say it is noise but not to me.. but then it went to main stream adi.. haha dun like it... but they r good.. i aint goin to say they r not.. juz tat i prefer tis kind of music.. it is music to me wat.. we like different things like not all the gals u say tat r pretty i wud agree wif u tat they r pretty rite.. i mean my taste n yur taste is totally different rite.. anyway y am i talkin abt tis.. oh ya i was talkin abt havin my single room back again.. as i was sayin it wud be nice to be in a single room again.. hehe.. well i think i mind be again wen i finish here.. wanna get my own room.. hehe.. then decorate the way i like it.. yeah.. hehe.. muz have a big bed for me to sleep on.. hehe.. important!! u know me.. like to sleep so much.. haha.. well not sleepin but then spend time on the bed.. hehe.. juz an idea oni.. tat is abt it i think.. wait till i get a single room then i will plan abt it.. for now juz a tot oni.. hmm shall i say abt music again.. hehe feels like it.. but then wat is ther to say abt it.. juz tat i like wat i hear.. tat is all.. noise or not.. it is up to me to decided huh.. hehe.. y write abt sumthin tat is so simple yet make it complicated.. hehe.. well guess tat is all.. n i am listenin to music!! hehe cos everybody is asleep.. so quiet.. haha

bored!

1 more to go!!!! hehe the laz wan wud be 3 days later.. yippie!! well was happy wif today's test.. but i think i made a mistake le.. sigh.. tot i cud score it but then.. wat to do.. did nothin much after tat basiclly have been onlinin since then.. didnt watch my team match also.. hehe u know wat team it is.. arsenal of cos!! hehe well they won again as usual.. but tis isnt the big match yet wait till next week yeah.. big match against MU hehe.. sure pack wan.. i think muz go ther early n book place.. if not cant c properly.. i also dunno how can i be online for so long wen i dunno wat is ther to do online also.. but then.. hehe.. cos sum wan was here.. so i dun mind being here.. haha.. tat was untill tat sum wan leave.. then sein again.. haha.. hmm.. nothing on my mind actually still kind of blank... after exam syndrome i think... haha.. had 2 yummys burgers.. hehe.. hmm doin a burger stall is not a bad idea huh.. i think tis burger fella i alwiz go to make tons of marnee.. but then wen it is uni holie well haha.. too bad.. biz drops of cos.. well i dun think everybody can make it in tis biz le.. altho sum stall their food so sux.. but they still survive.. haha.. guess they have the luck.. bored!! nothin to search online also.. used to search for bands.. well underground bands or bands wif ablums.. but cant seem to find any lately n their mp3 to dl r so limited n duno how many ppl listen to them also.. not like those main stream song.. wer i guess wen u search for it, everybody has it.. erm.. not for ppl like me of cos.. haha.. but i still listen to main stream wat.. oh ya.. dun support privated cd n dun dl rite.. so shall not touch this topic.. later kena sue then how.. hehe.. tat reminds me i feel like gettin a mp3 player.. but no marnee to do also.. so sad.. hehe wanna get the 1G memory wan.. of 500 MB also wud be great wat.. better than 128MB which oni can store few songs.. yeah i counted adi.. wow.. technology gettin better n better thanxs to ppl workin in the same field as me.. hehe.. not me of cos! sigh.. okie then.. no crap to write adi...

*yawn*

it is around 4 am.. n i sud be either studyin or sleepin but i am currently writin here.. haha n u muz be thinkin eh dont i have a final later.. yeah!! i do.. but sick n bored of lookin at the notes n particin adi.. everythin seems the same oni.. *yawn* but hey i am not sleepin yet but still thinkin of sleepin.. sigh.. juz another other usual day for me.. nothing much also.. haha.. cant keep studyin like mad le.. hehe juz now went for a drink for two times more than usual.. mabbe cos my fren n me r lazy to study adi.. seems like we know all but then do we actually know it.. well later on durin exam time we will know how will we know our stuff.. hehe.. it feels like i have finish all my finals oni.. everytime also like tat wan le.. then the sudden urge of playin games is strong haha.. still remember laz time my old house mate n me was playin games like mad during finals time.. hmm... no wonder i am still here.. haha... k le... dun think ther is much to talk abt also.. cant think of any crazy n weird ideas yet.. mabbe cos of the final.. so mabbe will think of sum tonite.. hehe...

too much of sleep!

haha.. i think i slept too much today.. hardly saw the light.. hmm.. well i think i saw the light for around hmm let me c.. 3 hours.. haha.. ppl r suppose to be awake wen it is day time but i am awake wen it is at nite n more lively sumore.. haha.. aint it kind of strange! not followin the norm of life tat is wat my mum alwiz scold me.. say nite is for sleepin n daytime is were ppl work but me the other way around... but the day i am also wake wat.. well mostly la.. expect for these few days.. was online for a while durin the light ermm okie la.. day time wen suddenly lightin now really suddenly but then it was raining i juz wanted to online oni.. lucky my modem wasnt hurt! haha hurt wow.. make sound like my modem has feelins.. hehe well the com is my baby! of cos it has feelin wat.. how can i live without my baby.. hehe.. includin the modem cos i cant go online then.. wud be sad for me.. hmm still dunno wat do i do online so much.. wastin marnee tat is wat my mum n dad says la.. but then wat else can i do.. if i play games it wud be nvr endin.. haha like my fren said we r full time gamers n part time student.. quite true wat.. who ask us to like playin game so much till like tis.. no wonder we r still here.. hopeless ppl.. haha but hopeless ppl wif dreams n hope.. haha.. then i remember sumthin tat is we r better of in jail cos ther wun be any entertainment for us so no choice but have to study but juz imagine no entertainment.. haha i think i wud have kill myself man... wat kind of life is tat.. sux to the max!! then my fren told me laz time wat will happen if my com was taken away form me.. i cant imagine tat man.. at least not here.. how can sumwan take my baby away tat wud be cruel to me.. hehe at least ther is still tv.. haha.. c how am i stuck to entertainment.. hehe.. anyway i sud be studyin man.. my next final is juz 3 days away n wat am i doin juz chillin oni.. haha i guess i juz cant bare to look at the book again!! same old thing 3rd time i takin it again!! ish.. of cos i am bored of it!! but then wen u listen to a song over n over again u dun get bored of it wat.. unless u dun like it n i mean u have been to it like non stop for dunno how damn long of cos le.. but y r bookin boring.. mabbe i am juz not a book person unlike ermm.. hehe not goin to tell who.. but then have to read also wat.. is ther a choice like no i dun wan.. no rite... how also need to read.. like u... readin tis crap.. haha.. nvm 2 more papers oni.. not much wat.. hehe then i am an engineer wow.. sounds great but izit.. haha.. we r juz sucker workin for ppl n watever we do.. they get the name.. u know light wan invented by Thomas Edison but did he really invented it or did his master student did.. or mabbe this degree student did n he juz took the name.. guess we will nvr know abt it... juz think abt it.. haha.. u get wat i mean.. like we do thesis n project mabbe sum r crap but sum r usefull wat.. well not from ppl like me of cos.. form the smart wans( brains or god!) haha.. then the lec juz used it to sell to companies or use his idea to come out wif sumthing similiar then sell it.. we wunt know rite.. haha.. juz like tat.. they get the name.. wonder does it happen here.. i also dunno.. well gettin tired adi.. haha.. goin to be morning soon.. sigh.. another day pass by juz like tat.. hmm.. juz tot of sumthing but then mabbe next time.. hehe...

1 down 2 to go

1 down 2 to go... for my finals tat is.. sud be happy rite.. but i am not also cos.. the stupid finals was too short in time to finish the damn paper!! i mean 1 n half qtion can take u up to 1 hour n 30 mins.. wtf!! i juz 1 and half qtion oni.. abt happen if i finish it up.. 2 hours gone then.. then wat more.. 3 more qtion to answer.. how can it be possibly be done.. crazy man.. it not to say i dunno how to do but then how can i finish it in time.. tis is so stupid man.. sigh.. juz went i tot i can score tis paper n things like like tis happen.. n wat more it is the 1st final paper.. then the next 2 how? worst or wat.. was really stone after cumin out the the hall i was wtf!! how can tis happen man.. i know how to do it.. but y wasnt i given enuff time.. ish.. crazy man... guess i have to c my lec adi.. tell him i didnt have enuff time to finish it.. hope he helps me.. really hope so.. sigh.. enuff abt the finals stuff.. haha.. then have a wonder nap er.. better called it a sleep.. slept till nearly 10 at nite.. haha.. well tat is me alwiz goin against the norm.. haha.. then dinner time as usually wen i was askin my fren how come ciggie is tax wen it is locally made? hmm... dunno also was talkin abt it but no conclusion came out also.. haha guess smoker like me wonder thing to do wif ciggie la.. haha... yeah mabbe juz wanna stop ppl from smokin but then it nvr works.. tat is wat i think oni.. but then lots of ppl stop smokin or smokin less after the increase in price.. guess it succeed huh.. then wen izit my turn to stop or smoke less.. haha thinkin abt it also.. well i do hope to stop sumday but for the meantime wanna smoke less oni which is nothing happen.. haha.. so boring le.. was online today for so long.. juz surfin n surfin but dunno wat to surf also.. sigh.. mabbe was thinkin abt too much stuff.. abt finals n gettin a work.. if i do.. suppose to be studyin sumore but then no mood le.. how can ppl have mood after an final like tat wer u can do but no time.. sigh.. actually are wat we r tested need to be done soooo in detail till like tat?dun think so rite.. cos i believe tat wat we learn does actually need to be used wen we r workin wat.. so how come like tat wan.. dunno la.. crazy.. no.. not much thinkin la.. juz the final crazy exam n taxin of ciggie.. tat is abt it i think.. dun feel like typin adi now.. sucky mood thinkin of it.. haha.. sigin off..

clueless

i was juz sleepin nicely wen ther was no electric!! was sweatin like hell! i tot my roomie off the fan but it wasnt the case spoil my mood oni.. sleep so nicely after such a long nite haha.. then wen i got up i got a call from my fren ask to go eat.. hehehe.. juz the rite timin as i was hungry aslo.. haha.. as we were havin our tea or for me my lunch n breaktfast tat time we were enjoy the kutukin session haha.. well i cannot say abt wat.. not good.. hehe.. then learn much more abt the workin life n how is sux!! which brings me to tis idea.. talk abt it later.. then wat else.. after tat had to send my fren back.. n was in my fren's room so mite as well watch movie!! haha my fave thing to do.. well after we discussed abt wat to study la hehe u know la finals juz 2 days away.. anyway i was watchin HONEY n i think my fren dvd rom was spoil! ish.. wasted keep laggin oni.. cant watch it.. but then i watch white chicks.. not bad.. honey was nice also if u like dancin movies.. ther is a lot abt dancin nowadays sumthin like u got served.. well tat is abt it for wat i did today i think hmm.. well i studied adi la.. haha finish writin all the formulas need to for the test tat is.. so wat else is left.. pratice oni rite.. yea.. guess i will be doin it wen i get up haha.. dunno wat time will tat be.. yeah.. juz another boring weekend for me as usual but seem like i did much more than the usual weekend other than watchin footie.. oh ya world cup qualifiers today.. no wonder i am not watchin footie.. suprising huh.. hehe.. well wat else is ther to do here sumore.. let me think... NONE!! haha... oh ya.. my idea of the day.. i was thinkin wen u start workin for us engineer( if i get hired as 1 tat is) will the income i get be enuff for me or not.. i was thinkin abt it.. lets say i get 2k n i have to pay tis n tat n give parents marnee... i bet my 2k wud finish n none for me to save also.. sigh.. so how can we get more.. do side biz? so wat? hmm.. i also dunno... i cant seem to think of a good idea to get more money.. for me i dun think u can save much wif 2k unless i am workin in my hometown tat is which i bet i WUN haha u know me la.. not those really homely person but then not to say i dun love my parents.. i do.. juz tat dun like to be at home so much.. 2k 2k... seems like so lil like tat but so hard to earn n so easy to finish.. like i was sayin yesterday.. everythin is so expensive nowadays.. sure the 2k wun laz long rite.. sigh.. wanna save but dunno how.. wanna earn more but dunno.. juz i juz have to life wif wat i get huh.. not much choice unless i come out wif an idea to make sum side income.. hopefully i do.. n of cos i dun wan to spend too much time on my side income la if i get 1 cos i wanna do well in my career.. hmm then if i spend so much time on my career how can i make sum side income.. wow.. so complicated.. means nothing much can be done rite.. then wat is the point of me thinkin abt it then.. true also.. haha.. juz a mindless tot i guess.. will too bad then.. sigh.. n u know wat.. the sun is so bright now.. haha.. yup!! i not yet sleep.. haha crazy rite.. i am a bit i think.. haha.. i think i better get to bed soon.. then can study more too.. hehe.. k then.. tat is all..

nearin the finals!!

hmm.. my finals is nearing.. it is on the 12, quite near rite.. yes few more days later oni and i am juz startin tis silly thing haha.. anyway wat came to mind wen i was free was tat ppl say well tat was wat normally i c in the tv is tat u oni can have two problems which money or gal problem!! but was thinkin how come career is under the money problem? cos career is another problem rite.. tat is wat i think but i am still a student so career dun come to mind but studies is.. so let replace career wif studies.. okie.. haha here it goes.. tat will money is abt money nothing to do wif other things wen u got none means u got none the same situation i am at now erm.. goin to be soon.. then studies is another part.. how do u know u can do well? how oni izit called doin well izit becos u scored? or becos u really understand wat they r teachin? i also duno.. for me an engineerin student haha wat can u really understand.. seriously.. but anyway here comes the other problem u may face.. gals!! such a complicated thing.. rite.. haha.. so if u say u oni can have either 1 problem i dun think it is true wat.. cant u face 3 problems at once.. well cos i think i am facin 3 problems at once tat is y.. hmm.. juz thinkin abt it oni.. life sux huh.. so many problems to face yet u cant alwiz do anythin abt it.. well not every single thing for me.. well nothing much u can complain abt also juz live life as it is n hope for the best.. yea!! oni hope n try to do yur best huh.. i am now seriously thinkin abt the money problem actually who can say they have enuff money(expect for those rich ppl of cos which i am unlucky not one of them) everythin nowadays is so expensive.. ciggie price wen up.. petrol wen up.. n all i am gettin is the same amount of money oni.. how to survive man.. haha yes i am smoker.. need not to hid tat fact.. u mite say u can stop smokin but if i can wudnt i have stop adi by now.. haha well tat is nothin much i say abt it also.. juz have to spend wisely i guess.. sad case for me.. yup.. it is.. i guess nothin much to tell more also.. got to hit the book again!! so boring! c the studies problem hope do to well but dunno if i can or not.. hopefully i will! dun wanna stuck here oppss... i mean waitin to get away from here.. spend so many years here adi.. feel like i am juz wastin my time here.. rather b earnin sum money n it will solved my money problem n no need to ask parents for money.. so nice... yea!! waitin for tat day oni.. okie then..

new!!

wow... my page for myself, haha sounds cool huh.. actually i have got nothin much to write abt also.. so guess tis wud be short.. juz wanted to try it out.. well tat is all then..