i am damn fucking pissed!!!

if u call that a penalty then what was last weeks.. come on ref.. u prick.. u know that was nothing much.. how can you.. shame on you.. it is always against arsenal.. then i wonder why arsenal dont get so many penalty this season if u call that a penalty.. so soft.. even the commentator says so... it is really bullshit... why always side liverpool.. fucking refs.. how can u spoil peoples dreams like that.. when we were young.. but no longer naive..

teach a man how to fish?

well do u often hear the saying if u feed a man a fish he eats for a day but if teaches him how to fish he eats forever.. of cos this is very true but then we need to remember u teach him how to fish but do we provide him with the equipment to fish may be it a fishing rod or a fishing net.. he may know to fish but does it mean he is able to fish with equipments or even he has the ability to do so.. i bet not everybody can catch a fish at the first few times or even it may require certain skills.. what i am trying to say is that yes he can eat everyday when he knows how to fish but does he have the things he need to fish and can he maintain to catch a fish everyday... now that comes another problem rite? like in life it is true it is so much we can teach a person but is the matter on how he can handle things and continue to learn and adapt to new things and new patterns.. and there is another thing important that is not everybody is capable to do such things.. like the saying if u dont have such a big head why wear such a big hat.. it goes to living.. we know many things on how is should be done but then we know we cant make it that way or that big so we just have to live as it is simple and day to day.. i just wonder am i getting through to you.. it is just something i came across with.. and well it is my opinion that is.. cos i know there is lots of thing we may know how and taught how but then are we able to do it that come the question in play.. well that is all.. just things running through my mind..

all hope is not lost yet...

as i was saying all hope is not lost yet... there is still hope.. well.. i just hope they can do.. anyways back to the normal life of the boring and indeed boredom of the working life.. my fren ask me something which i find quite interesting.. what is the demands of engineer because high because as nowadays we see that most degree holders of engineering i am talking about would prefer to sit in the office and wear nice shirts and pants and shoes rather than getting their hand dirty, seriously i also hope for so but i know i am not that kind of person who likes to sit down only.. seems to boring to the well.. what if the demand of them is high and the market will know be able to cope with the demand of them so would their salary increase since the demand is high and the more people comes out form university dun want to be in the who do we call it 'hands on' person so would it make our salary to increase.. well what he says does actually makes sense.. but then how long would it only happen this way.. and what it the manufacturing industry doesnt continue to grow in Malaysia.. then what would actually happen.. it is a nice to point to think about but then does it affect me or not.. seriously i dont quite know.. but then it would be nice to have a nice nice increase in salary, well who doesnt want that.. for sure everybody working out there is hoping for that to happen.. sigh... things are so flat as in what doesnt some need to do to get more than a honest living.. hahaha.. honest living.. sounds nice.. but dont you see that there is so so so many rich people out there and u sometimes do wonder how do they get where they are.. sigh.. some questions you dont know.. well you do know but how do you do it?!?!?! that is the main question there... as for now.. back to the boring life...