Tuesday, September 15, 2009

time and tide waits for no man

by sayin this, i guess mostly knows what this mean.. just as i watch my day passes by i goin home aimless thinking what have a been doing lately.. i seems like or have i say that i feel like of useless.. i cant help feeling this and sometimes do add to this.. sometimes after years of working and doin the same thing u do feel like this really sucks and hope for something more.. and sometimes u feel why am i doing this.. and sometimes u feel useless like u cant move on.. haha.. i guess it get complicated as each of us live a different life style and some do get comfy with where they are now.. while some are scared to move on thinking it maybe worst, some wants to move on but cant get the chance to, and some just dun really care any more.. i wonder where do in fit in this.. i dun really know..

Thursday, September 10, 2009

thursday moving on to friday

well well as in am sitting here.. nothing much to do in the office actually which my boss is not around so i though might as well write some crap here.. basically.. sometimes u will feel that day by day passes by u just like that and suddenly is it a whole year gone by.. every monday we go to work hoping that friday wud just arrived soon so that it wud be the weekend and we can enjoy.. then after some time u will look back and think wat the fuck have i been doing or done.. well i do ask myself this question sometimes.. and actually i cant really answer it.. it is like we just pass our days like that.. sure most of plan for the future... but then what does all these mean.. for me.. a plan is always a plan and there will be back up plans or whatever plan you wanted.. but in the end of the day.. i do ask myself am i really satisfied with where i am and where i want to go.. is there a purpose for me to do the things i do? there is a lot of questions stuck in our mind but is there really a good answer out there? sure we want to move to a better job, high paying job, have a good life, our children have good life, our parents can enjoy their life, seriously for me i really dont know sometimes.. but as time pass and hours turn to days and weeks i hope i do find the answer for the things i ask myself.. maybe some how u know that u werent meant to be great in life but at least there sud be a site set in your mind which some how u hope to achieve.. as for me now.. i will just wait for time to pass and time for me to move on.. cheers..

is patience really virtue

dun get me worry in some sense patience is really virtue.. i am talking about in the working world.. as in if u wait and wait to get a certain position in a company does it really pay off.. or in the sense of getting a good job offer.. i do believe sometimes it happens that u really do get it but how often does it happen.. it always is my fren or fren's fren but u never hear about those close to u.. how come.. haha.. curious rite.. me also.. sigh..