at the end

what does it means at the end of the day.. meaning when i look back what would i like to recap? what meant the most to me? we always tend to think the future like down the road where would i be or what do i want to have or how successful am i.. but think as if we are there, in the end what really matters to us.. cos i really dont.. all i know now is that we work, eat, sleep and start back the cycle just to meet ends meat.. so are we just surviving and pasting thru the days and do we stop and smell the roses like people say we sud.. is there more to it that just this, of cos everybody wants to be rich or successful or dont need to work but be able to enjoy the fine things in life.. but sure not everybody can do this.. i mean is there more to it than just money.. health is important also but like the old person use to say.. work hard now and enjoy later.. can we really enjoy later? sure not everybody have the dream job but is it important to get the dream job or is the pay more important.. is doing something fulfilling in life makes the day happier for you.. it putting a smile on somebody's face make it worth the while.. where go we go from here.. and in the end of the day.. what really matter?!?!?!?!?

the system

education system has failed me, i have failed the system, i lost the pointed of university education when in the end it leads you no where. Parents all have high hopes for their kids after finishing uni, but it seems it hasnt brought me any further. Or maybe i just failed myself in life. Either way it doesnt matter that much now. Just hope i could have given more back only!!! has education really brought us forward or it is just a paper for us to fit in society? is there more? has the system help us improve for the better or it is in ourselves to do it? i dont know where it is suppose to be leading us but suddenly we do out best for parents and also for our kids? it is like suddenly you lost the sight for the purpose.. i dont know what the system is suppose to be anymore... but yet life goes on..........