football...

i just wanna write something about football.. no surprise to anyone that the club i support is ARSENAL yet i sud be supporting my own local scene.. but then this is beside the point.. anyways.. it has been 5 seasons and still trophyless.. and i guess as a fan you can say it is quite disappointing every year hoping to do well but at then end.. and today we really suck cos we cant even play good football.. even if we lost we always is remember as the team playing the most entertaining football.. but yet.. today wasnt the case.. we didnt lost to barca but we didnt bounce back up.. and if we did.. we could have been fighting for the title not just being happy with 3rd placing.. i am bored with the excuses sometimes... because we had injury.. come on... u know and i know that injury do happen.. it just happen to be that our team have more.. and we cant cope.. and we lack of good player and quality defenders and goal keeper.. i mean we did this to ourselves, well the manager did.. i dont blame him but it is the fact that when we had 3 old defenders.. we needed a young defender.. which did not happen.. and then we say oh.. cos of our injury we cant challenge.. i think we had to go pass this and think of something rather than season after season using this same excuse.. we the fan is not please with this.. and we have to admit that teams do get injuries so we have to live with this face.. we need to solve this fact.. and not blame it around.. and one more thing which i dun really get it is that.. why do we put so much on the tottenham rivalry.. for me i really fucking hate man utd.. seriously how many times have they kill our dreams and spoil so many record for us.. and yet we put the rivalry between tottenham which we always beat so far more important.. we cant even look at the bigger picture.. sigh.. yes winning tottenham is important but winning man utd and chelsea is as important.. or not how are we goin to challenge for the title.. all i can say for this season is just SIGH.. i give up.. fan may give many reason but we have to face the fact.. hopefully next season would be a better one and we get some good signing..

houses

just during the weekend i was with my frens out checking out the houses and condo around pj area.. and bloody fuckin hell the condo prices are bloody expensive.. for 300k for a 1200 condo.. wow.. i mean unless you are earing around 5k or so then you can afford such a place but if not.. how can you.. and of cos if bought you and your partner is sharing then sure.. affordable but the prices nowadays.. it is not even landed property... and yet so many people around here can buy such high prices making u think that money is easily earn in kl.. and u start to think how come it is so easy for some people yet u still see many people struggling to make end day meal.. sigh.. the facts of life.. sad but true.. i just dont understand is that these house or condo is so expensive yet people are grabbing it like it is on sale.. i really dun get it sometimes.. anyway but i guess people do need a place of their own no matter how much it cost.. i am just surprise that is all.. nothing much to complain just curious and pondering.. well it is what it is.. till then

steppin up in life

do you ever feel like you are behind, as in your frens and peers are moving so much faster yet you are still stuck at your current state... worst of all.. you know you are in so much deep shit and trying to figure a way out of this.. sigh.. i tend to think that being human we are jealous of things people get and good things coming their way wishing how come it couldnt be me.. some things are just human nature... but when you look back maybe some of this is your own doing and maybe some times it means you were not meant to make it big in life.. as a i said before i guess not everything was meant to be great or least try to be somewhere but fail.. but in the end you yourself must also put some work and initiative in it.. failing is painful but the beauty of falling is that you get up strong maybe beaten but strong and better while trying not to fall back down again in the same whole... but how come i tend to still fall back in the same hole, maybe i am always hoping to get something i could never get back.. sigh.. hope and dreams is what keeps us going on.. and lastly.. you are better than this.. dont fuck up your life.. noted to self also.. and there is saying to remind ourselves.. we can lose everything but believe in yourself you must never lose.. ending note.. damn barca.. sigh.. arsenal lost yet again.. messi is too damn good..