Tuesday, December 26, 2006

chritsmas times...

it seems to be more and more boring as years pass by and the way u celebrate things has become so dull and is not longer exciting or maybe it is rather that some people are getting old well maybe still young in heart.. haha.. i wouldnt know so much i guess.. but then it seems so dully and plain this year around.. maybe i guess i was never that happening at all.. well maybe.. but then there comes new year where a new beginning will begin and things may change if u wan it to and it may not depending i guess.. would i want some changes.. i guess so.. changes are good.. rite?? i hope so.. dont u alwiz hear that people will change wen life goes on and it may be for the better or for the worst.. i really dont know.. if u do get better, how is it consider better? better pay? better job? better gf? better house? better attitude? or wat? u tell me? i really dont know.. better towards people? sigh.. things in life is so complicated rite.. i guess so.. nah... juz tryin to crap some rubbish out.. there is lots of things i wonder i guess.. but i think some things can be explain or better let it.. then we wake up the next day and juz let it be and on wif life.. there goes another day.. may a better tomorrow come.. hehe...

Wednesday, December 13, 2006

the time of the new beginning... i mean new year!

yes yes yes.. i mean the new year is coming around the corner and of cos christmas!! hehe.. hope i will get a present.. not some juz A present.. means i am not greedy u see.. and yes yes i know.. i havent touch this shit for a damn long time.. haha.. months.. well not yet a year so it is a good sign.. actually juz suddenly felt like writing sumthin so juz did.. not to say anybody esle wud read this.. rite.. of cos rite..
actually juz wonderin how long cud sumbody say in the same company doin the same job and the same old shit everyday! isnt it boring! isnt it time for a change! wudnt u dun have the mood or motivation another for improvement? i serious dun know.. i havent work for 2 years also still find the so dead lifeless and no point doin so.. juz that i have too cos i dun i dun get paid hence.. no money to use.. so i guess basicly ppl workin and get stuck in the job cos they dun have any choice!! but then i think ppl wud wan to leave also rite.. i AM FOR SURE goin to leave.. juz that i wonder why also still no damn fuckin interview.. sigh.. i am that bad or juz the market sux or is there any other reason.. i really hope there is.. sigh... still hopefull i guess cos i dun have a choice either rite.. sigh... y wasnt i born in the silver spoon.. it would be better then.. haha.. less worries..
i guess everythin else is still find for me.. although i need to get sum saving goin before i fuckin spend everythin i earn! or mabbe cos the money juz aint enuff.. hahaha.. excuses excuses... i really dont know but it is gettin quite late so i better get sum sleep if not.. u know there rest.. till i write again..