Monday, July 16, 2007

older yet still the same..

i am older yet it still feels the same... nothing has change or nothing feels different.. it has been a boring few months... go to work wait for time to pass then wait till 6 for work to finish and go back home and then everyday is the same.. from monday we wait till friday or maybe saturday for the weekend yet it passes by so damn fast... sigh.. do u notice that your frens always get better than u and u still stuck at where u are.. it is just weird i tell u.. i does tell u something that u better do something with your life before u are far far away behind.. hehe.. or mabbe u it says u are a bit useless.. haha... well mabbe my time hasnt come or mabbe nobody believes in this crap.. i truly dunno what to believe.. but always hoping for the best to come and more to come..
anyways enough about this crap.. i feel like everything is passing by so fast and u dun really know what is going on sometimes.. i feel like there is so much to do yet like there is nothing to do.. it just feels funny i tell u.. or mabbe i am just a weird person... hehe.. oh ya.. birthdays are like any other days... it pass by just like that and u end up doing nothing at all.. sigh... well i dun really mind but i some people do feel it is important, well i guess so as it is the day were u are getting older and should be more mature and to see things more clearly.. well it is suppose to be that day.. so by that i end it for now..