Tuesday, October 04, 2011

hash tag

there is a hash tag thing on twitter where u could write what ever you regarding things and just hast tag it.. today's one was #ificoulddoitoveragain i did write in twitter that i wish i didnt end up taking this engineering course.. but #ificouldgobackintime i would really have to wish many things to have happen.. but basically what do you value more in life.. career/money or family/frenship if given these two choose i would say why not take a better career hence more money and the rest will follow.. but actually i would choose that some how or some way, i wish that the cancer was detected way way much earlier and something can be down about it.. i always though that my dad would be around for my wedding day or even the day i have my own kids.. it maybe naive but i never told other wise.. even after finding out about it i still wish my dad could sign the document of marriage.. but nothing ever work out as u plan... life likes to kick you in the ball and laugh at you.. i what more to add.. for now i have career - nada, money - nada, anyways the point of these is nothing.. just wanna wish my dad HAPPY BIRTHDAY!! you will be miss.............

Friday, May 27, 2011

at the end

what does it means at the end of the day.. meaning when i look back what would i like to recap? what meant the most to me? we always tend to think the future like down the road where would i be or what do i want to have or how successful am i.. but think as if we are there, in the end what really matters to us.. cos i really dont.. all i know now is that we work, eat, sleep and start back the cycle just to meet ends meat.. so are we just surviving and pasting thru the days and do we stop and smell the roses like people say we sud.. is there more to it that just this, of cos everybody wants to be rich or successful or dont need to work but be able to enjoy the fine things in life.. but sure not everybody can do this.. i mean is there more to it than just money.. health is important also but like the old person use to say.. work hard now and enjoy later.. can we really enjoy later? sure not everybody have the dream job but is it important to get the dream job or is the pay more important.. is doing something fulfilling in life makes the day happier for you.. it putting a smile on somebody's face make it worth the while.. where go we go from here.. and in the end of the day.. what really matter?!?!?!?!?

Saturday, May 14, 2011

the system

education system has failed me, i have failed the system, i lost the pointed of university education when in the end it leads you no where. Parents all have high hopes for their kids after finishing uni, but it seems it hasnt brought me any further. Or maybe i just failed myself in life. Either way it doesnt matter that much now. Just hope i could have given more back only!!! has education really brought us forward or it is just a paper for us to fit in society? is there more? has the system help us improve for the better or it is in ourselves to do it? i dont know where it is suppose to be leading us but suddenly we do out best for parents and also for our kids? it is like suddenly you lost the sight for the purpose.. i dont know what the system is suppose to be anymore... but yet life goes on..........

Sunday, March 06, 2011

payback..

payback is a bitch!! well i am not saying it in bad way but then i am just saying that when only can i pay back my gratitude to my parents. i have to say that i feel quite bad that i cant afford to spend my parents a trip oversea, all expense paid trip for them to enjoy after so many years of looking after me. sure there are occasions where i will give some money to them but still, i do feel that isnt enough, well the point of this is just saying most of us have been out working for so long yet we cant to the little bit to pay back our parents for all their sacrifice for us.. i am sure if we fall back to our parent now, they will still do whatever they can to support us.. is because we cant save? or we dont have any to save? or because we are full with debts? whatever the reason