tick tok

tick tick.. as u hear the time go by.. then u begin to think what have i done for today.. or maybe yesterday.. how i spend my day? did i do something productive.. is how people say it nowadays.. well i cant remember anything good or worth while.. then u begin to see hmm.. what is it that i have done the whole week.. nothing u say to yourself.. a whole wasted week... what a waste good precious time.. then it continues.. and now u think to yourself... i am already so big but yet u still feel the same as you came out.. or maybe u did learn a thing or two about the real world... but yet u are still stuck were u were.. wanting to move on yet u cant.. wanting to go further but u dont know were to even begin.. it sounds so movie like.. so drama like but we cant deny so how so way it is a drama going on in our life.. some for the better some for the worst.. i know nothing of these does make sense.. it does to some.. and that is all it matters.. we know once u fall quickly pick yurself up and move on.. so i guess i know what need to be done.. i just hope it will be done.. NEW YEAR is around the corner so i think we shud always look ahead.. enough of that now...

luck

do you ever feel like sometimes u are down on yur luck? i dunno why but i just feel this way or maybe cos things are not going as the way yur thought it suppose to be.. or maybe there is always up and down.. but currently i feel quite down.. well this year really.. anyways the economy is not too good anyways.. but come to think of it.. of cos somebody has to be doing well.. i dunno who is but if everbody is effected then whose benefits in this.. seriously.. i dont quite understand this senario.. is because the out flowing of money is more than in the in flowing of money.. hmm... weird.. some economy stuff i just wont or dont understand.. hehe.. anyways is there is like a turning point in work were you feel like you just dont wanna stay is this company and feel like there is something else u wanna try.. i do wonder how can somebody stay with the job for so long.. yes.. i do believe that the people you work with cause this.. if they all the same wave length then it would be great.. if not.. i dont know what to think.. haha.. anyways.. just feel like talking it out.. sigh.. not i not complaining about my job.. just that you do feel that you can do better.. you know.. well i think you do..

a week to go?

yes i know merdeka has pass by but then i dont feel it maybe cos i was working on that day.. sigh.. how bad is that and i hear something big is going to happen soon i heard it would be around a weeks time.. and i wonder what would it be... hmmm.. we shall wait and see what is that.. something nice hopefully in nice i mean good for all of us.. *fingers crossed* anyways the point i am here again.. well it is weird i am write a bit more than usual maybe cos hmm.. i just dunno about somethings anymore.. well the reason i am writing this is that do you notice that there is many and i mean many nice nice fancy cars out there and during anytime of the day it is like still pack with cars everywhere.. seriously dont these people have to work.. and bloody hell how come there is so many rich rich fella and they dont seem to be bother about money it is like everything is going they way.. i seriously wonder how come.. dunno i do here lots and lots of stories but then i also notice there is so many others out there working their ass off but still peanuts.. then i have those normal raise your eyebrow chat with my fren also he also say so.. we do wonder how come.. it is a secret way or must u come a well do family to be able to do so.. sigh.. dammit is there a secret i sud know about..

a new mark

i wonder all the fuss about some local university being able to accept non malay students.. but i dont think the problem is there at hand.. i come from a local university myself.. and i must say that the local university are losing out to other university as in privates unis or overseas unis.. it is like if you are from the local university you are consider 2nd class but if you come from overseas or private.. wow.. you are much more better.. that is how the outside companies look at it.. i wonder do they realiase that.. i think sumthing there sud be done.. i mean wow just going to UK for 3 months and coming back you are called a overseas grad.. come on.. be fair man.. that is sumthing which i really hate.. and of cos who wont want to go overseas to study.. but please come back to reality we cant afford it.. that is the bottom line.. so local uni here we come.. and what happens.. we are consider second option.. sigh.. so sudnt there be research or whatever crap they do be done to see why is this happening.. we have so many local unis.. and look at the rate of unemployment.. i mean.. something need to be done rite.. sigh.. sumtimes i just dont get it.. on a brighter note.. somebody won the election.. there may be hope once more.. i hope.. well i can say is that everybody hopes for the same thing too... i was suppose to write about something else but i seem to have forgotten about it.. so well.. that it..

sat and sun

when saturdays are meant to be lively while sundays are meant from resting at home but it seems that both days are pretty much so boring.. there is like a million stuff you feel like doing but then end up you are either too lazy or it doesnt matter anymore when suddenly eh... it is monday already.. hey... who stole my two days away.. when things u feel like doing involves money then you would be think.. hmm die man.. after this how.. my pay only left so little.. sigh... it is suppose to be the two relaxing days but ending up turning into such stress days.. well it is for some people and i guess not for other people.. since i am free enough might as well write some crap here.. i just feel weird and why does so many people think engineering will earn u big bucks.. some back to reality would you... unless you are in the oil and gas industry then OF COS! i bet everybody now knows the prices of oil nowadays.. then how do u suppose an engineer is earning big bucks.. we are just the kuli's that work for people wearing nice nice suits sitting in the office talking cock while we do all the dirty work and end up they get more money and they can say engineer earn a lot.. KISS MY ASS! BESI MI CULO! check it out if you dont know what it means.. i work in this field i understand what other engineer are thinking and feeling.. i just dont like the way people put it as wah engineer wor.. big money la.. sigh.. if only people know.. sigh... well we cant be too sad for ourselves as it was the path we choose so it will be the path we take and only can find ways to get better.. as for the rest... i think i shall see how things goes.. i am looking for the year 2010 after chinese new year.. it is something good i hope.. well enough of crap for one day.. and another thing saturdays and sunday nites now have meaning back.. EPL is starting tonite... yippieeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee... footie footie footie.... i am so happy...

what is real or not

as things and life's goes on do u ever wonder why things changes as we move through time and many things are not the same another more.. u see people change, things change and ideas change.. but what is real to us.. does it really benefit us.. hmm... deep truly deep.. as the end of this month would be a year older for my country.. we see lots of things happening but how does it has an impact on us.. it truly does.. now it is like those TVB drama series u see only TV where everything is so damn dramatic.. but what is real who is true.. is the truth really out there since the X-files is back in the movie.. i just hope that things get over with and the drama ends then we can look forward to a better future.. hmm... anyways PC fair was a drag.. it was like crazy there and as thou people were giving freebies there... seriously i dont understand it too.. well maybe i am just getting old and young people nowadays are catching up fast.. and another things i really dont understand sigh.. girls or ladies in a more polite manner.. are getting paid way way more than guys.. sigh.. and they say girls shouldnt have to spend anything when going out with a guy.. it doesnt seem rite.. haha.. well that is all for now.. since i am free nowadays..

evil or good

deep down inside you how will u know if u really evil or good.. how evil a person can be he or she still have the change to turn back to good but the other way around... so the questions is how do u really know if u really evil inside you or really good inside you... i am sure most people wants to be good.. the it the norm of life.. but then there are also people out the that needs evil... like the saying goes no matter how much good u do but if once u do something wrong people will always remember the bad about you.. so in the end of the day... people tend to ask the question whether it is worth it or not and does it really make your day.. let you sleep through the night knowing you have done nothing wrong and against your concern.. hmm... things to let you think about.. like the new phase i just heard last nite... 'u either die a hero or live long enough to see yourself become the villian'.. hmmm quite an interesting phase.. well.. let you have something to think about for the time been...


'Sometimes, truth isn't good enough, sometimes people deserve more. Sometimes people deserve to have their faith rewarded.' - the dark knight 2008

just things tat flashes thru yur mind..

i guess by now most people already know abt the increase in the petrol price.. if u dun then i dunno where u were hiding for these few days.. well then i just started to think.. my thoughts la.. i may be wrong but just something went through my mind.. if they say that the world price of petrol increase so it means that if a country that exports petrol, the price of their petrol will increase rite?? i am right or wrong... i hope i am.. and if that is so.. meaning that we gain more money.. true i hope.. well we as in the country.. hmm... so doesnt this mean that in a way that our subsidy has not change.. hmmm.. just something i was pondering about.. i maybe right or wrong.. i am not sure about it too.. just a food for though.. and the next thing i was thinking about well about too.. if lets say a company.. the high level people that is.. how u do say this.. have come gain from outside sources then people in the company wun mind if he takes the gain if that is he can show to the company people that they company is going way ahead and improving.. what is a bit of gain when u can show how much u have done to the company.. and yes i know that taking the gain is against the law.. but if he just takes the gain without any improvement then that is a different sorry rite? well just something that has been in my mind.. haha.. just some crappy thoughts.. well nothing is right or wrong but it is how u can put it in a way that makes people think that it is correct.. hmm... true? or not.. i guess it is something i wun nvr know.. well have fun people.. i guess some people just like to think a lot.. some dont..

i am damn fucking pissed!!!

if u call that a penalty then what was last weeks.. come on ref.. u prick.. u know that was nothing much.. how can you.. shame on you.. it is always against arsenal.. then i wonder why arsenal dont get so many penalty this season if u call that a penalty.. so soft.. even the commentator says so... it is really bullshit... why always side liverpool.. fucking refs.. how can u spoil peoples dreams like that.. when we were young.. but no longer naive..

teach a man how to fish?

well do u often hear the saying if u feed a man a fish he eats for a day but if teaches him how to fish he eats forever.. of cos this is very true but then we need to remember u teach him how to fish but do we provide him with the equipment to fish may be it a fishing rod or a fishing net.. he may know to fish but does it mean he is able to fish with equipments or even he has the ability to do so.. i bet not everybody can catch a fish at the first few times or even it may require certain skills.. what i am trying to say is that yes he can eat everyday when he knows how to fish but does he have the things he need to fish and can he maintain to catch a fish everyday... now that comes another problem rite? like in life it is true it is so much we can teach a person but is the matter on how he can handle things and continue to learn and adapt to new things and new patterns.. and there is another thing important that is not everybody is capable to do such things.. like the saying if u dont have such a big head why wear such a big hat.. it goes to living.. we know many things on how is should be done but then we know we cant make it that way or that big so we just have to live as it is simple and day to day.. i just wonder am i getting through to you.. it is just something i came across with.. and well it is my opinion that is.. cos i know there is lots of thing we may know how and taught how but then are we able to do it that come the question in play.. well that is all.. just things running through my mind..

all hope is not lost yet...

as i was saying all hope is not lost yet... there is still hope.. well.. i just hope they can do.. anyways back to the normal life of the boring and indeed boredom of the working life.. my fren ask me something which i find quite interesting.. what is the demands of engineer because high because as nowadays we see that most degree holders of engineering i am talking about would prefer to sit in the office and wear nice shirts and pants and shoes rather than getting their hand dirty, seriously i also hope for so but i know i am not that kind of person who likes to sit down only.. seems to boring to the well.. what if the demand of them is high and the market will know be able to cope with the demand of them so would their salary increase since the demand is high and the more people comes out form university dun want to be in the who do we call it 'hands on' person so would it make our salary to increase.. well what he says does actually makes sense.. but then how long would it only happen this way.. and what it the manufacturing industry doesnt continue to grow in Malaysia.. then what would actually happen.. it is a nice to point to think about but then does it affect me or not.. seriously i dont quite know.. but then it would be nice to have a nice nice increase in salary, well who doesnt want that.. for sure everybody working out there is hoping for that to happen.. sigh... things are so flat as in what doesnt some need to do to get more than a honest living.. hahaha.. honest living.. sounds nice.. but dont you see that there is so so so many rich people out there and u sometimes do wonder how do they get where they are.. sigh.. some questions you dont know.. well you do know but how do you do it?!?!?! that is the main question there... as for now.. back to the boring life...

when dreams and hope run high!

it was a sad monday morning.. cause the team i support lost.. sigh.. there goes the dreams and hope of the club.. well it is okie because we can complain much.. it is a football game there will be winners and losers.. it is how it is support to be.. but let not be sad as we still have a big cup to focus on.. hehe.. i really hope we can win this cup.. for a least once.. please win it... pretty pretty please.. hahaha.. it isnt so much of the losing i was pissed of tis morning but this somebody who doesnt know how to shut the fcuk up.. sometimes i know why fight happens.. when people already lose.. we accept the lost.. we are not sore loser.. we know we lose we admit it.. just go walk home and let it be.. i know u r happy u won.. yes everybody knows it.. but u dun havent to brag all the way from the sit to the car park.. do u know how long the walk was.. it is not about being a sore loser but just time to sink in the lost.. and there a moron talking cock the whole time.. if anybody with less patient will just ask him to shut up but no no... u have to keep going.. these are times when people dunno how to shut the fuck up! seriously not me only.. even most people i think is just waiting for somebody to make a move and then chaos.. i would care even if the had more than 10 frens with him.. it is just the satisfactory of whacking the fuck out of him.. sigh.. but i didnt.. i am not born like that.. but i do hope somebody teaches him a lesson.. to know when to talk and when to keep quiet.. now i know why some people can really get on your nerve seriously sigh.. i some how regret i didnt make a move.. hahaha.. seriously.. fuckers.. but well it is part of the game.. as they say on tv and astro.. anyways let not let the moron spoil the nite.. let it be.. we may have won the game but the battle may not be lost yet.. long live arsenal!!

somethings u never know...

some thing u really didnt know but then everybody prefer to be ignorant.. cos say many would say ignorant is bliss.. but being ignorant is it really bliss or we prefer being that way cos it is better to not know than to know to much.. but how much is too much.. is knowing the truth being called knowing too much or rather we are just happy the way we.. i really dont know.. well it is just that some times it really enlightens u to things that u thought were different... it really is.. if until now u still dont get what i am trying to say it doesnt matter.. cos i am just surprised well not really surprised but it is nice to know... moving on to a brighter note.. i really dun get how some people being manager and all dont understand simply things that are explain to them but still wont n dont want to accept that it.. sigh.. some people are really hard to please.. well.. it is part of the job u need to then just do what choice do we have.. sigh.. managers...

new hope!,

it is the new year! a time for a new beginning, new hope, new believes, new target, new resolution, new all.... but is it really new or is it just another day goes by through the year as we age and things are still very much the same.. well what is life without hope and believes... looking forward for a better year as always... fairy tales and dreams do come true but not for everybody... yess! life is a bitch too.. learn to except it...