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sigh... i am suppose to be sleepin rite now but i juz cant or dunno wat the fuck is wrong anyways.. aint life a bitch.. i can be consider workin for 1 year adi.. but yet.. i dunno it is juz like not tat long n not tat short... sum how i have lost the mood for workin or even so the spirit of workin for tat company.. i guess it started few months back.. i juz dunno.. aint life a bitch! isnt tat true.. and i have been throught lots of things even thought most of it isnt mine.. like for instant episode 1.. hahaha.. now episode 2 well if u r thinkin wat the hell is episode 1 or 2 well i know wat it is tat is enuff for me.. and now even better sumwan get whack. and i dun mean whack by the term as in kill but really whack as in hit! yeah... fuckin long story aslo and it aint mine to tell so y bother.. juz bored wif things goin around me.. it is like nothin much nice or good is happening juz bad and sad news oni.. kind of fuck aint it.. yeah.. am i still findin for a new job.. yeah! of cos i fuckin hate the job i am in now although casual dressin to workin is nice but still aint fuckin gettin paid enuff! yeah i know money is important okay or not y do u think we are all workin for anyway? sigh.. fuckin hell dunno.. like so much on my mine but i juz dunno.. and dunno sumhow i got a chick yeah.. can be consider a chick although none of my frens know abt it.. but still i think she is my chick.. sigh.. cant tell ppl also for now.. wow.. fuckin great aint it.. see see.. ther is so much i feel like doin but ther is so lil i can do.. serious i dunno adi.. juz let the days so pass wait for weekend.. enjoy a bit n then work.. for fucks.. sigh.. is ther sumthin more i sud do or need to know.. confused aint i.. nah i dun think so anyways.. juz occupied oni my mind wif things i guess.. i hope so.. well at least i aint in depression or watever deep shit ther is to be.. rite?!?! but really sumtime u think gal really r evil! seriously a lot of shit happen cos of gals.. not to say i am sexist or wat but juz gal can cos the world to go war n ppl dun even know y they r fightin for also.. well not to say gals r bad juz tat powerfull in sum sense.. hmm wondering wat am i gettin at? nah it is okie.. as long as i know wat i am gettin it i think it is alrite.. hehe.. and i am not sayin gals r bad okie.. cos i have a chick.. haha i cant rite.. juz tat.. well i will keep quiet for now.. sigh.. ther goes today.. n tomorrow is here already.. yeah am i know i aint been writin for long but then i juz write today for fucks oni... dun really need to pay attention actually.. juz tryin to get things out.. so sorry if i offended anywan who reads tis.......