things u notice

i bet everybody notice it is better and nicer when u r overseas.. i mean u always notice the good side of things then compare back here.. yikess... sigh... you really feel depress.. and keep asking why why why.. hehe.. really i am sure many do that.. and well deep down i guess you wish you were staying in those countries.. well i sure did.. but then do sit and think about the down side of things.. i am sure everything has it ups and downs.. i am not really sure what the down side is but some how and some way you sure will find it out.. anyways what i am saying is actually the more you see the world, the more you notice, the more u like it over there.. you get more info on life there.. and how it works.. and then when you back to your country.. wow.. totally different such an eye opener... sigh.. nothing... just speaking some i notice.. and feeling lazy hehe... on the ending note.. wooohooo BARCELONA!!

marching to the end

well it is almost reaching the end of the month and i can say that june will be here soon and half a year just pass by me just like tat.. but then.. i aint any different.. aint any richer but very much poorer.. which leads me to a point.. do u think everybody is meant to do great things out there, great as in things they think that are great.. hmm.. not really getting my point here.. ok.. well do u think that some people werent meant to do big things, earn big bucks and so forth.. of cos i am sure you must be thinking that if everything does well then who will be there to do the dirty work.. truth.. so i guess not everybody can reach great heights.. i really dunno.. cos sometimes there is this feeling in your heart or mind that, you werent meant for these thing.. good things in life come to those who well.. have the luck and is choosen.. sure everybody wish to be some where in 10 years but getting there in 10 years or not is it possible.. really.. sure u hear stories about those who can.... but why dont you hear stories about those who fail.. they too tried to but they cant.. so does it mean that if u or not suppose to then you wont have it or wat.. oh yes... i am sure we all hear the normal bullshit about work hard.. blah blah blah this and that.. but come on.. dont kid us around.. not always working hard helps.. really.. i dont think it is like the olden days.. the harder u work the better it is... i think the harder u polish the faster u go up.. hahaha.. seriously.. and never step on your boss's tail!! anyways.. as i was saying so will we all be some where in 10 years or just fade among the rest.. i really dunno... i am sure i will fade among the rest.. haha.. but the rate things are going.. but then come to think of it.. not everybody wants a rich life.. not everybody wants to be some one, some people want the peaceful life, they want things to be just enough and a bit more... i guess different people have different ideas of how they want things to be but for sure they wan improvement in life.. who doesnt.. the question now is that how many can have those improvement in life and not to worry about many thing later in life.. that is what is meant of great things in life.. peace of mind.. just pass each day not worrying about tomorrow... how nice would that be.. for me i really dun have much request.. but sigh...