chritsmas times...

it seems to be more and more boring as years pass by and the way u celebrate things has become so dull and is not longer exciting or maybe it is rather that some people are getting old well maybe still young in heart.. haha.. i wouldnt know so much i guess.. but then it seems so dully and plain this year around.. maybe i guess i was never that happening at all.. well maybe.. but then there comes new year where a new beginning will begin and things may change if u wan it to and it may not depending i guess.. would i want some changes.. i guess so.. changes are good.. rite?? i hope so.. dont u alwiz hear that people will change wen life goes on and it may be for the better or for the worst.. i really dont know.. if u do get better, how is it consider better? better pay? better job? better gf? better house? better attitude? or wat? u tell me? i really dont know.. better towards people? sigh.. things in life is so complicated rite.. i guess so.. nah... juz tryin to crap some rubbish out.. there is lots of things i wonder i guess.. but i think some things can be explain or better let it.. then we wake up the next day and juz let it be and on wif life.. there goes another day.. may a better tomorrow come.. hehe...