hmm.. so wat is the sotry morning glory! wat is wat n wat is not?? hmm.. all the world i seen passing me by.. are things u see really wat they are or are they not.. hmm... all is all these abt anyway.. i seriously dunno also.. hmm.. kind of nice sittin in a dark room n juz writin crap of wat u think.. hehe... well mabbe not everythin u think u wud wanna say it out rite.. sumthing u juz better be left alone rite.. hehe.. hmm.. yeah it been sum time since i have writen stuff here but then like any bothers to read it rite.. hehe.. well i dunno also sumtimes.. sumtimes wat u keep thinkin abt wen u know ther isnt any use in it.. but y do u still keep thinkin abt it.. i guess people r like tat rite.. well i remember sumwan told me y keep wonderin wen u dunno or if u do y bother.. i think we do tat cos sumtime we think wat wud it be like IF? it is like the chinese sayin tat if u know, if know then there wun be beggars around rite.. haha.. kind of like a killer sayin.. mean i guess we sudnt look behind at all or juz move ahead oni i dun care or even bother abt the pass.. but it is from the pass tat we know where we did wrong n sudnt follow back the same mistake if u dun look back n learn wat is the point of u keep movin on wen u will repeat the same mistake all over again rite.. or am i wrong in sayin tis.. well i guess different ppl have different way of thinkin rite.. it is how u look at it.. like look at the pass but dun keep thinkin abt it i think.. i mean see wat have u done in the pass n then go ahead know u wan better things in life.. is ther really better things in life? of cos everybody or anybody wud wan so.. how is better things in life for different ppl r different for other ppl.. actually i dunno y am i talkin abt tis also.. kind of out of topic huh.. yeah i guess so.. but whose cares.. hehe.. no wan i guess.. n yeah it has been a boring week or weeks for me.. still no sign of a job in hand.. how sad is tat.. sumtimes u do wonder do u really sux tat much or izit juz plain bad luck for u... but y me? y?? haha.. or izit not.. hmm.... sigh.. u muz be thinkin i am desperate to get a job.. well yes i am.. n tat is not the oni thing on my mind okie.. ther is lots more i am thinkin abt.. which sumtimes i think i sudnt also.. cos i keep gettin the same remarks abt it.. haha.. stupid rite.. well i am also thinkin of gettin the hell out of here.. wanna be on my own.. my way on the highway.. sigh... come on la.. can sum miserable ass juz interview me n hire me for god sake! cant anywan gimme a chance.. plzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz............ sigh.. well i guess the truth is the world is cruel.. very very cruel.. sigh... n untill now i still dun see my lucky turning any better.. cny is nearin soon also.. sigh.. i hate it.. i tot it wud get better rite.. hmm.. well let the happy things flow for now.. y bother to think so much abt it.. cos it doesnt help also.. hmm.. i think most ppl wud be writin abt wat they have been doin but then i am writin abt wat i have been thinkin all these while so better write abt wat i have been doin.. well i get up then online n chat n talk rubbish then c wat is ther to do around the house.. as usual before my mum returns from skool.. then offline before tat well mabbe juz hide in my room or juz go out n yum char of sumthin but then the wheather here has been very very hot! yeah.. u cant even take a evening nap.. u wud get up sweatin.. i regret takin tat nap.. haha.. then dinner time.. n then see wat is ther to do.. whether go out or not.. if i did in the afternoon i wun go out at nite.. if i dun go out.. i wud be hidin in my room as usual.. then.. wait till mum is sleepin again n online.. haha.. then sleep.. soooooooooo rutin... so boring.. bring me back to life! haha.. well i guess today was okie i think... i went out few times.. cos it was really fcukin boring at home.. n rather not be at home to get scoldin for nothin.. yea yea.. i am a wasted of money.. i guess i am.. wasted sperm also.. sigh... but rite now i think i wanna look for part time job.. i dun think i have a choice.. since i am sooooooooooo useless n all.. y bother stayin at home n be an eye sore.. rite.. sigh... dunno le.. filial son huh.. nah.... not fit to be one.. mabbe my bro can.. me.. nvr.. haha... i sound bad rite.. mabbe i do but then not to say i dun wan to be.. but i guess i cant at the moment.. i dunno also.. mabbe it is the way it is suppose to be or anything.. sigh.. anyway feel like stopin here adi.. lazy to keep typin sumore..
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Bad luck come and go.. as soon as it fades away.. thts whn good luck wud come.. bad luck is there to give way to good luck.. without bad luck.. thr wudn be good luck..
Often time, bad things happen for a reason..
U cant possibly sit down n do nth and kept complaining tht u hv such a luck.. our luck is in our hands.. u decide wut kinda luck u want..
Sit at home.. hiding in d room.. not doin anythn n expecting gd luck.. hmms.. tht sounds pretty ridiculous n impossible..
Do smthg about it.. get a part time job while waiting.. earn $ n cut down on spending.. communicate more to mom.. u cant alwiz run way from her by hiding in ur rooml.. lack of communication destroy r/ship..
The sun will soon come ur way..
-God-
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