the march is here

well well.. look at how things are nowadays.. i think it wun get any better soon.. for now at least.. but hopefully by then end of this year it will get better.. i dunno.. sigh.. things for me seems to be bad.. i think i keep hoping for something which is just depends on luck.. but then if not.. how?? i cant jump up straight away.. or is there a way to just up way up there.. sigh.. i dunno.. i guess this doesnt make any sense just wanna crap out anyway.. ciao