watever will be will be

i dunno or really just give up sumtimes.. it is that hard or it is juz me.. sigh.. my luck havent been good since i came here.. or it is this place.. i really dunno... but it feel nice n homely.. so what can it be.. how now brown cow.. how can things be so bad yet so nice yet i fuckin dunno.. haha... truthly i wanna be happy or watsoever but just that i dunno how things are and it doesnt seem good i guess.. i need to get goin to be sumwer or sumone or .. or wat esle.. fucks... sigh... that is why... i just really dunno.. i really dunno.. n guess.. just let it be then....................